4th and Final
In the past Jim and I always said we would have 5 kids, because they are a blessing, because I get pregnant easy, and because they are so dang cute!!!
But as I was pregnant with our 4th I knew, We were done. With each pregnancy I became less me I was sassy and short with my people. They were not getting the best version of me, I was giving everything to making it through the day that I wasn’t able to see the joy in what was in front of me.
Me 7 month pregnant and reading a book to Lincoln it came over me like a ton of bricks. I love this kid A LOT. I am going to love my next kid A LOT, I am content. I am ready to thank the Lord for what he has given Jim and I and start getting older as a family. I am going to focus on the earth side kids and know God gave me that feeling of contentment. I am also ready to fit into a pair of pants for more than a season also.
I am truly excited for a family of 6. It means no one rides a rollercoaster alone! Yep that’s a big deal!! Stopping for us means we grow as a family together. Growing means I can focus more on the kids that are already earth side. Each time we had a kid we all have been pulled back a step or two and I am excited to see each person step forward.
